GENKI DAMA PABLO BANILA!!!i!
Forgive the French (I'm sorry to Reivann but this is something Everyone needs to know about who I really am.)
xbrokenfire: bakit parang sumusuko yung status mo
pablobanila: This is part of a song lyric. It's meant to be disturbingly creepy.
pablobanila: It's infinitely as offensive as you thought it was passive LOL
pablobanila: http://www.darklyrics.com/lyrics/cradleoffilth/godspeedonthedevilsthunder.html#9
xbrokenfire: oh. @_@.. lyrics ng anong kanta?
xbrokenfire: ayun. hehe. *pindot*
xbrokenfire: O_O.. tenksyu..
pablobanila: Ulol.
pablobanila: Astig, right?
xbrokenfire: hahaha yepper
xbrokenfire: ddl ko
pablobanila: BTW, the writer/vocalist has two degrees in English Literature and Art History haha.
xbrokenfire: kaya naman pala
pablobanila: He's the greatest poet after Shakespeare and Byron and noone knows it.
pablobanila: And all that Satanic theme is but theatrics, of course.
pablobanila: So that guy is my greatest idol.
pablobanila: And noone knows it.
xbrokenfire: ah, di talaga sila black metal?
pablobanila: Of course. Black Metal purists are scary shit.
pablobanila: Metal / Art should be in the context of fiction.
pablobanila: It's only pleasurable because we know it's not "real".
xbrokenfire: :(
pablobanila: We enjoy gore/rape movies because
pablobanila: we know it's not "real".
pablobanila: Otherwise, that's fucked up.
pablobanila: Still, what divides what could be real or not is fucked up as well.
pablobanila: Thus the excerpt from Danielewski's House of Leaves.
pablobanila: That page I posted on Plurk.
xbrokenfire: ah yung bali baliktad
pablobanila: Anal morons
pablobanila: force the importance of ideology to become "True Black Metal"
pablobanila: and that's the same kind of thinking
xbrokenfire: True?
pablobanila: behind Ku Klux Klan
pablobanila: and other juvenile vigilante criminal organizations.
pablobanila: Childish alibis for heinous crimes.
pablobanila: And a sorry excuse for
pablobanila: lack of talent.
pablobanila: You can measure subjective preferences in an objective manner.
pablobanila: And those kinds of reasoning belong behind bars.
pablobanila: And I can't blame you, and most of the people dearest to me for hating America
pablobanila: I just want to bluntly tell you that
pablobanila: that's just gonna get you in trouble.
pablobanila: So watch Hero,
pablobanila: or Watchmen,
pablobanila: or 2012,
pablobanila: no matter how disgusting how they promote autocracy to you
pablobanila: because
pablobanila: if you hold that kind of responsibility and power
pablobanila: you will have done the same thing.
xbrokenfire: okey.. sana maintindihan ko kung bakit nga ba sila ganun
pablobanila: Easy. Give their power to China.
pablobanila: You know what will happen to the Philippines?
pablobanila: If that happens?
pablobanila: One impoverished, famished farmland in China with the population of all 7,100 islands of the Philippines
xbrokenfire: tulad ng nangyari sa tibet? :-s
pablobanila: will have to be relieved of their suffering.
pablobanila: In other words, the Philippines will have to share the misery
pablobanila: and become a country dedicated to sweatshops, childlabor, and food factories.
xbrokenfire: ~__~.
pablobanila: Is that the kind of world you want?
pablobanila: Face the consequences of your hatred.
pablobanila: It's irrational.
pablobanila: So, yun lang naman.
xbrokenfire: hindi ba pwedeng kanya knaya na lang
pablobanila: Of course, puede yun.
pablobanila: But who will protect you from Multinational Criminal Organizations from Mexico, China, Italy?
pablobanila: Muslim Oil Magnates?
pablobanila: Who'd you cry for help when they rape your family in front of you?
pablobanila: Who's gonna take the responsibility?
pablobanila: You?
pablobanila: Them?
xbrokenfire: talagang di ba maaalis sa sistema yang masasama na yan, _-------_,,
pablobanila: What you see now as the current state of the world.
pablobanila: Is the equilibrium state of a state of anarchy you desire.
pablobanila: Human Beings aren't efficient in self-organization.
pablobanila: Sometimes, and more often than sometimes,
pablobanila: they need to be told what to do.
pablobanila: Do you know how many people die in Haiti everyday?
pablobanila: Or Gazaa?
pablobanila: You think that shit will stop?
pablobanila: You can't even stop your local class bully from abusing the weaker frosh.
pablobanila: They get a knife,
pablobanila: start a gang
pablobanila: rape girls
pablobanila: rob stores
pablobanila: build an empire
pablobanila: the history of the world repeats.
xbrokenfire: ~__~...
pablobanila: The Philippines isn't the only country aspiring for salvation.
pablobanila: Worse,
pablobanila: it's not the only country who will threaten World Peace once it achieves a certain level of power.
pablobanila: You want to let the Philippines research nuclear technology?
pablobanila: You think the Bataan Power Plant was but another story of dirty Philippine Politics?
pablobanila: It's part of a grander scheme of things.
pablobanila: Please,
pablobanila: please,
pablobanila: understand
pablobanila: the sacrifices our masters
pablobanila: are doing just to keep this world
pablobanila: not go towards that direction.
xbrokenfire: Okei...
pablobanila: You're awesome and you know it Christine.
xbrokenfire: nakakalungkot naman to
pablobanila: So
pablobanila: still this is something you have to embrace
pablobanila: for there are sadder problems to face.
pablobanila: Like diseases and crimes.
xbrokenfire: tas pasama pa ng pasama yung nature natin.. parang sabay na nawawasak yung mga tao tsaka yung mundo
pablobanila: There's updated good news on that.
pablobanila: Green Algae.
pablobanila: See, Bio/nanotechnology is terrifyingly powerful beyond human grasp.
pablobanila: If they want,
pablobanila: they can throw engineered algae to cover the whole ocean
pablobanila: that have developed reflective epiderms so the surface of the earth
pablobanila: can turn into a spherical mirror.
pablobanila: This is no Sci-Fi shit.
xbrokenfire: Waaaaaaaaaaaw
pablobanila: Yes, global warming is a concern.
pablobanila: But
pablobanila: technology able to alleviate such concern is always
pablobanila: on time for the rescue.
pablobanila: Technology never disappoints.
pablobanila: The only problem is
pablobanila: once the technology of creating such algae gets reverse-engineered by terrorists
pablobanila: and they find out how to replicate instant-kill epidemics
pablobanila: see how fucked up the problems our masters carry on their backs?
pablobanila: How will you solve this?
pablobanila: By telling them to share their power to everyone and leave the world alone?
pablobanila: Still, America-Hate is promoted by America itself.
pablobanila: It has its political benefits.
pablobanila: "They may be the spoiled sons of bitches of the world, but everybody hates them so it's all good PARTY!"
pablobanila: Sounds so simple, but it pacifies a mob of violence around the globe.
xbrokenfire: galing naman @_@, sinu sino nakakaisip nito?
xbrokenfire: parang di halata na nakabantay sila sa lahat ng pwedeng mangyayari
pablobanila: If you love someone
xbrokenfire: at nangyayari
pablobanila: if you love your family
pablobanila: you will do everything to keep them safe.
pablobanila: Watch 2012.
pablobanila: It's too revealing for a blockbuster movie.
pablobanila: I am only as afraid and unsure
pablobanila: as Barrack Obama.
pablobanila: You know what Obama said in an interview? About the choice of Presidential Candidates?
pablobanila: Who would you vote for: Black rights, Women's rights, or Senior Citizens' rights?
pablobanila: Which is more righteous?
pablobanila: Anyway, Obama said in an interview...
xbrokenfire: ano ang sabi niya? @_@
pablobanila: not accurate, but I only saw it on live TV
pablobanila: he said
pablobanila: This candidacy is crazy.
pablobanila: But he meant as if it's all theater.
pablobanila: I wish I could hug Obama right now...
pablobanila: the man-hug kind of hug.l
pablobanila: To quote a depressing cynic about Obama:
pablobanila: "It's not about the military budget, but about how even our President doesn't have power over our military."
pablobanila: Fact.
pablobanila: Don't blame Presidents that's fucking juvenile.
pablobanila: Marcos? Gloria?
pablobanila: Political Hitmen from Chinese Intelligence / Japanese Intelligence Agencies would have gladly lent a hand
pablobanila: to sabotage a developing country that would be a threat to the world order.
pablobanila: If you see the kind of idiots I had to deal with
pablobanila: in the Philippines
pablobanila: I sure would gladly drink to the idea of sinking that goddamn place already.
pablobanila: If those dildos ever get hold of a dangerous amount of power
pablobanila: I'll be the first to kill them.
pablobanila: Justice is Real.
pablobanila: But you have to know who you're fighting for, and the consequences of ignorance.
pablobanila: Believe in the goodness within Men.
pablobanila: This Goodness within Men we call God.
pablobanila: Let's trust Him.
pablobanila: I have to go Christine.
pablobanila: Thanks for listening...
xbrokenfire: Salamat din ng maraming marami, sa pagpapaliwanag
xbrokenfire: at sa oras. :D sige. ^___^
pablobanila: Haaay...
pablobanila: Haha, I was sad but I'm okay now yay.
xbrokenfire: Yey \:D/
pablobanila: It's like, when such critical problems are laid before me
pablobanila: I get a sense of perspective and scale for my personal problems
xbrokenfire: oo nga e.. @_@.. ako din O_O..
pablobanila: and be reminded of how insignificant my loneliness is.
Do whatever you want to me… just don’t hurt someone else; especially yourself.
“
~Pablo Banila

“Love hurts
because the pain
isn’t yours.”

~Pablo Banila

“
~Pablo Banila
Tommy February6, Love is Forever?

[2006-08-13 05:06] (Pablo Banila echoes) as the greatest sage of all time had sung, in Engrish:
[2006-08-13 05:06] (SinCos) with that you prevented something a lot of “blind” fall into very often
[2006-08-13 05:06] (Pablo Banila echoes) “Ruv is Folevel”
[2006-08-13 05:06] (SinCos) broken relations and fights over nothing…
[2006-08-13 05:06] (Pablo Banila echoes) some people value such things
[2006-08-13 05:07] (Pablo Banila echoes) i don’t.
[2006-08-13 05:07] (Miika) yo
[2006-08-13 05:07] (SinCos) love isn’t forever…
[2006-08-13 05:07] (SinCos) you just make the best of it
[2006-08-13 05:07] (Pablo Banila echoes) Love is Forever. Love Should be forever.
[2006-08-13 05:07] (SinCos) sometimes you reach the end together…sometimes you dont
[2006-08-13 05:08] (SinCos) no
[2006-08-13 05:08] (SinCos) its not forever
[2006-08-13 05:08] (Pablo Banila echoes) it is when you experience something you Know you want to experience eternally recurring
[2006-08-13 05:08] (SinCos) but which will fade away in the end
[2006-08-13 05:08] (Pablo Banila echoes) there’s not even an End
[2006-08-13 05:08] (SinCos) and then the question is can you still continue after that
[2006-08-13 05:09] (Pablo Banila echoes) it’s Heaven Eleven. we’re talking about a shared grave here
[2006-08-13 05:10] (Pablo Banila echoes) or a well funded aging research lab
[2006-08-13 05:10] (SinCos) to me love is nothing but a bunch of serotonines released in my brain…the chemical process will die out without stimulation from outside…
[2006-08-13 05:11] (SinCos) the question is can you stimulate eachother long enough to keep it going till the end
[2006-08-13 05:11] (Pablo Banila echoes) you can teach yourself to love anything
[2006-08-13 05:11] (Pablo Banila echoes) as you take pleasure loving a girl the same way you take pleasure eating chocolates
[2006-08-13 05:12] (SinCos) yes, but is that love or just very real fantasy?
[2006-08-13 05:12]
(Pablo Banila echoes) is there a difference? (:
[2006-08-13 05:12] (Nightwatch) Pablo Banila echoes = dr love?
[2006-08-13 05:12] (SinCos) no, just discussing relationships
[2006-08-13 05:13] (SinCos) and yes there is a differense between thinking your in love and being in love
[2006-08-13 05:14] (Pablo Banila echoes) ask any random Backstreet Boy fan to beg to disagree (:
[2006-08-13 05:14] (SinCos) now that would be being in love with a fantasy… :)
[2006-08-13 05:15] (SinCos) which can be real love as well…just a very sad form of it
[2006-08-13 05:15] (Pablo Banila echoes) in some cases, sir,
[2006-08-13 05:16]
(Pablo Banila echoes) one-sided passions aren’t sad
[2006-08-13 05:17] (SinCos) I never said one-sided passions are sad…however longing for something that will never be has a certain sadness
[2006-08-13 05:17] (Pablo Banila echoes) it even proves to be more rewarding than otherwise.
[2006-08-13 05:17] (SinCos) because you can’t be turned down?
[2006-08-13 05:17] (SinCos) in that way it would be the perfect relationship
[2006-08-13 05:18] (SinCos) but I think it’s also a very sad relationship…you’ll never reach the next level of it
[2006-08-13 05:18] (Pablo Banila echoes) for example, one fan is more than happy to accept her place as a mere spectator…. a distant worshiper like an astronomer to his stars
[2006-08-13 05:19]
(Pablo Banila echoes) than being worried that this rock star Nick Carter would have to Force himself to hang out with her
[2006-08-13 05:19] (SinCos) but that fan will never find out what the stars are really about… I find that having a certain sadness
[2006-08-13 05:20] (Pablo Banila echoes) if we’re going in your direction, then all other possibilities will have a certain sadness around them
[2006-08-13 05:20] (SinCos) Love does… :)
[2006-08-13 05:21] (Pablo Banila echoes) Faith seals it, of course (: Doubt leads to schism.
[2006-08-13 05:21]
(Pablo Banila echoes) a blind faith that the both of you will stay the same, and thus maintaining the relationship
[2006-08-13 05:22] (SinCos) …ahh…yes…well…no/…that’s the illusion anyway.
[2006-08-13 05:23] (SinCos) in my relationship we work on maintaince and defo have no illusions about staying the same will help
[2006-08-13 05:23] (Pablo Banila echoes) or a wild contract where you both can spiral out and evolve, being responsible for shaping each other, and still “Loving” whatever you two have become in the process
[2006-08-13 05:23] (SinCos) good god …. 0.o
[2006-08-13 05:23] (SinCos) that’s the most beautiful way to mention it I’ve ever seen
[2006-08-13 05:24] (Pablo Banila echoes) whathuff
[2006-08-13 05:24] (Pablo Banila echoes) stop being sarcastic when i’m being sappy like this
[2006-08-13 05:24] (SinCos) not sarcams this time
[2006-08-13 05:24] (SinCos) that really is the best way to put it
[2006-08-13 05:25] (SinCos) and I really am copy pasting that comment
[2006-08-13 05:25] (Pablo Banila echoes) i was well aware of that kind of love, but i’m more into self-preservation
[2006-08-13 05:25] (SinCos) *copy paste*
[2006-08-13 05:25] (Pablo Banila echoes) i mean,
[2006-08-13 05:26] (SinCos) that’s my kind of relationship
[2006-08-13 05:26] (Pablo Banila echoes) i will learn a hell lot of things as i am learning loads of stuff now, as in the past
[2006-08-13 05:26] (Pablo Banila echoes) but…
[2006-08-13 05:26] (SinCos) ?
[2006-08-13 05:26] (Pablo Banila echoes) i have anchored myself into a memory of a maturity…
[2006-08-13 05:27] (SinCos) …
[2006-08-13 05:27] (Pablo Banila echoes) the new things i have learned, the new skills i’ve evolved adapting to the environment,
[2006-08-13 05:27]
(Pablo Banila echoes) i will always find new things as foreign
[2006-08-13 05:27]
(Pablo Banila echoes) alien
[2006-08-13 05:27]
(Pablo Banila echoes) Not Me. very unlike Me. “me”
[2006-08-13 05:28] (SinCos) …
[2006-08-13 05:28] (SinCos) not in for the adventure then?
[2006-08-13 05:28] (Pablo Banila echoes) in this sea of infinite change,
[2006-08-13 05:28]
(Pablo Banila echoes) i’d rather stay in one place
[2006-08-13 05:28]
(Pablo Banila echoes) than step one nihilistic stride after another
[2006-08-13 05:29] (Pablo Banila echoes) observing everything else in my little corner
[2006-08-13 05:29] (SinCos) hmm…
[2006-08-13 05:29] (Pablo Banila echoes) the solitary place unchanged in the whole cosmos
[2006-08-13 05:29] (SinCos) maybe a rude question but do you have GF now?
[2006-08-13 05:29] (Pablo Banila echoes) NONE (: